being sick in college sucks. you dont have your mom here to help you feel better. no one is really here to take care of you. its not fun at all. and getting up to student health is a hike. yay

i am extremely exhausted due to puppy cries at night and packing. get me out of here. BAHHHHH i want to goo. and im missing my other slipper... dammit

and vera, dont be sad. i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you forever and ever.

dunno...

i will miss it at home. kinda lame to say that i TOTALLY cry because im leaving and im stressed. vera's comment on my facebook reallyyyy made me sad. thanks you lame butt. as a result of all of my emotions, i flip out at people when it affects me, but not as much as i make it seem.. matt for example. i get that his girlfriend hates me
but i dont understand how come she lets him take some stranger to geisha house but hes not even allowed to see me...
if i did something i understand, but i didnt do ANYTHING. why does this always happen to me and his stupid girlfriends. then he gets all pissy with me because i flip out. guhh. i really do like him. he is a best friend and all. i just think its stupid that i have to go such a long time without seeing him because his girlfriends dont hate me. vera, i know i complain about him a lot. but the only times i feel the need to talk about him is if im complaining. he stands up for me a lot with his girlfriends. i htink thats why they dont like me much. and the fact that he tells me (he told me today) he wouldve dated me before the nikki thing if he knew i was interested. im too tired to finish this.

this week is the last week of my high school experience. NDTV today was mildly depressing. btw vera, you are the only person who reads this. ha they basically talked about the good times. and i dont think im ready for it to end. idk what else to say yet

Sunday
I was supposed to film my TV final. So i make plans with the group to meet at a certain time during the week at school. that morning i wake up and watch my brother at his track me. he did incredible! anyway does goes on and i text sam about when we are meeting and when he needs to be home. well Bree can't go, then Sam wants to leave at 1 and be home by 4. we were going to venice. i dont understand what these people expect from me. yeah i am willing to drive the hour to venice then the hour home in 3 hours of time. so i went to venice with ivy and got hit on by bums. yes

Monday
ditched school to do my roller coaster. went to andrews and had him help. it broke in transport, which really sucked.

Tues - Thurs
worked on roller coaster in the morning, lunch, and after school. real exciting.

Friday
senior ditch day. plans? seeing andrew, going to peirce, finding my DS to play on the long ride to fresno to see vera. i cant wait to see herr

WOO live journal. who is on this anymore?

blink 182 broke up today.... need i say more?

The Great LiveJournal Outage of 2005 During the outage I bought a naked woman on ebay. What did you do? Brought to you by geek-foo

PARTY!!!

woo hoo. xmas break. lol PARTAY!! lets hang out. i shall be amazingly bored.

i'll always remember. i know your reading


love you
alessandra

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last night we won....cif woo hoo!!! partay!! tobad imma frosh or else i prolly wouldve been lol.

MUAHZ!!
alessandra

omg so im watching volleyball on the olympics of course and im sitting here and i swear i wanna get up and play so bad....its not even funny how much i wanna play right now....

tomorrow i will be going to OC 4 the week alone so if ne1 wants to call me and talk plez do cause i will be so bored at my garndparents house...

muahz!!
~*Alessandra*~

DAMN!!!! i just totally scrwed up my lj...if ne1 wants to help me...plez let me no.....crap

muahz ale

i want a new lj i no that like no1 reads this but if u do help me plez and give me sum ideas por favor


muah

ale

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